Thursday, May 29, 2008
~ 11:12 PM ~
they are not important.
friends you knew for a long while remembers not your happiest day each year, yet people who knew you just this year would be reminded of it.
do i have to befriend some others every year so that I myself will not forget that I too am a happy person with a happiest day every year.
I look forward to this day because I feel significant again. At this most significant day among the significant days of the year.
I never celebrated it in the past, but still felt accompanied. Yet this year, it is so lonesome. Am I doomed to destroy my single most important day?
I...the keyboard is wet, and my vision is blurred. I can type no more.